Downtown Khazan: Black Hole!

[The MunchKING]

Actualy you have. My name used to be EmmaFrost, but I changed. I've changed. People change. Changes… I'm not the same EmmaFrost who informed on those blind orphans. I'm not the same EmmaFrost who revealed the hiding place of those Guatemalans…
Nobody has changed...

Quite alot actually...

[Peter]

I'm with Munchy, simply threaten them with violence but don't actually do anything.

Or else, find some dirt on them.

[The MunchKING]

This exchange sounds like a classic comedy team ala Laurel and Hardy.

Now is when I say "They were so lame that they.........."
I thought it was a Match Game line??

[The MunchKING]

Yeah, work. Public holiday here in Australia, everything is shut so I'm really stuck at home. And every time I say "enough", I spent another 5 hours in front of the computer.

I'm really starting to hate myself for it.
Yeah well I'm here now. So the fun is just beggining!!

[The MunchKING]

I'm with Munchy, simply threaten them with violence but don't actually do anything. Well at least the first time or two. Then if they defy you, you might have to make an example out of one of them.

I generally recomend the stoumach. Shirts hide bruises alot better and you'll want to save breaking bones for if they still doubt your Psychotic Brotherly rage.

[Trulyures]

Well at least the first time or two. Then if they defy you, you might have to make an example out of one of them.

I generally recomend the stoumach. Shirts hide bruises alot better and you'll want to save breaking bones for if they still doubt your Psychotic Brotherly rage.
*runs* *hugs*I'm so glad you're back

[Sean McClain]

I'm with Munchy, simply threaten them with violence but don't actually do anything.

Or else, find some dirt on them.
Or take the legal route and turn their asses in for harassment. Sue the piss out of them.

Or kill them, whichever.

[The MunchKING]

*runs* *hugs*I'm so glad you're back


Me too!! And I'm glad I don't need my Psychotic Brotherly Rage at the moment. ;)

But I swear, if Slayven finds out I have a sister, TMI will be like unto a Care Bear Movie. ;)

[Trulyures]

Me too!! And I'm glad I don't need my Psychotic Brotherly Rage at the moment. ;)

But I swear, if Slayven finds out I have a sister, TMI will be like unto a Care Bear Movie. ;)
Lol..... me your sister... well, ok... But I don't see Slay coming back anytime soon :D well, you left me all alone... and even Trys doesn't even post as much anymore either...:(

[The MunchKING]

Lol..... well, you left me all alone... and even Trys doesn't even post as much anymore either...:(
Sheesh I do have a Day job... And weren't you going to get the top postcount on this thread?? Come on, get moving!! nYour falling behind!!

[Trulyures]

Or take the legal route and turn their asses in for harassment. Sue the piss out of them.

Or kill them, whichever.
Hey Sean, how are things going?

[The MunchKING]

Lol..... me your sister...
I wasn't talking about YOU. I have a sister in real life. A little Brother too...

[Trulyures]

Sheesh I do have a Day job... And weren't you going to get the top postcount on this thread?? Come on, get moving!! nYour falling behind!!
I didn't know that! lol.... I thought you were a bum... ;) It's kind of hard when there's no one to post to!!!!! DUHHH :(
I also have school.... Geez, always thinking of yourself :D

[Trulyures]

I wasn't talking about YOU. I have a sister in real life. A little Brother too...
really??? Oh, how cute. Wait, how old are they?

[The MunchKING]

really??? Oh, how cute. Wait, how old are they?
Slightly less ancient than me. ;)

[Sean McClain]

Hey Sean, how are things going?
Well, me and my brother are pretty much going through the same thing Anthony's sister is enduring. F*cking jerkasses talking about things they have no right or knowledge to discuss. :mad:

And I'm mad as hell. I couldn't give two craps about my little brother though, he deserves it.

[The MunchKING]

I didn't know that! lol.... I thought you were a bum... ;) It's kind of hard when there's no one to post to!!!!! DUHHH :(

Make it up.

Or just reply to old stuff. ;)

I also have school.... Geez, always thinking of yourself :D

But schools have computers... Works don't..

[Trulyures]

Slightly less ancient than me. ;)
and I thought I was getting somewhere.... darn ;)

[The MunchKING]

And I'm mad as hell. I couldn't give two craps about my little brother though, he deserves it.


What did he do to deserve your scorn??

[Trulyures]

Make it up.

Or just reply to old stuff. ;)



But schools have computers... Works don't..
can't use them....
Where do you work or work as ?

[Sean McClain]

What did he do to deserve your scorn??
He's a wiseass little shit who thinks he's top dog when he isn't. He'll lie even when he's clearly been caught. He starts fights and creates strife at home and abroad just for his amusement.

And mostly because I'm tired of getting razors thrown at me.

[Trulyures]

Well, me and my brother are pretty much going through the same thing Anthony's sister is enduring. F*cking jerkasses talking about things they have no right or knowledge to discuss. :mad:

And I'm mad as hell. I couldn't give two craps about my little brother though, he deserves it.


How so? Is he being a jerk as well?

[The MunchKING]

and I thought I was getting somewhere.... darn ;)
I've handled hardier interrogations... ;)

[Sean McClain]

How so? Is he being a jerk as well?
OOOh yeah. You try not getting into trouble after punching three kids and throwing a shoe at the back of some other kid's head.

And then stealing a bike from a skate park to ride home because he's an asshole, I hate him, I HATE HIM!:evilmad

[Trulyures]

I've handled hardier interrogations... ;)
*stick tongues out* I'll try harder next time.... jeez....
lol

[The MunchKING]

He's a wiseass little shit who thinks he's top dog when he isn't. He'll lie even when he's clearly been caught. He starts fights and creates strife at home and abroad just for his amusement.

And mostly because I'm tired of getting razors thrown at me.

He throws razors?? I'd go with the railguns...

[Trulyures]

OOOh yeah. You try not getting into trouble after punching three kids and throwing a shoe at the back of some other kid's head.

And then stealing a bike from a skate park to ride home because he's an asshole, I hate him, I HATE HIM!:evilmad
I'm sure you despise him at the moment, but you still love him somewhere in that heart of your's I hope :p
How old is he?

[The MunchKING]

*stick tongues out* I'll try harder next time.... jeez....
lol


You can try, but I'm tough!! ;)

[Sean McClain]

He throws razors?? I'd go with the railguns...
The really humorous thing is: If I attack him, I go to jail!

[The MunchKING]

The really humorous thing is: If I attack him, I go to jail!

If he's throwing razors at you, can't you call that an attack??

[Trulyures]

You can try, but I'm tough!! ;)
What are you talking about... tough shouldn't even be the word you're using.... ;)

[Sean McClain]

I'm sure you despise him at the moment, but you still love him somewhere in that heart of your's I hope :p
How old is he?
Oh, no I don't. And if you lived with him for even a day, you'd hate the 13-year old jerkass too.

Why do you think I'm so crazy? Years of practice?

[Trulyures]

Oh, no I don't. And if you lived with him for even a day, you'd hate the 13-year old jerkass too.

Why do you think I'm so crazy? Years of practice?
Hey, my dorky brother is 13 too.........

[Sean McClain]

If he's throwing razors at you, can't you call that an attack??
Pfeh, like we can make that stick in his head. We've been threatening to send his ass away for years, he still does this kind of destructive shit. And he's still on probation for getting drunk one night last year and starting someone's racecar on fire.

[Sean McClain]

Hey, my dorky brother is 13 too.........
Mine's not lucky enough to be a dork. Not even lucky enough to be crazy.

He's just an asshole.

[The MunchKING]

What are you talking about... tough shouldn't even be the word you're using.... ;)

Hard as a rock? ;)

[The MunchKING]

Pfeh, like we can make that stick in his head. We've been threatening to send his ass away for years, he still does this kind of destructive shit. And he's still on probation for getting drunk one night last year and starting someone's racecar on fire.


A 13 year old getting drunk??

[Trulyures]

Hard as a rock? ;)
NOOOOOOOOOO........... of course not... ;) :D

[The MunchKING]

Oh, no I don't. And if you lived with him for even a day, you'd hate the 13-year old jerkass too.

You tried brainwashing??

Why do you think I'm so crazy? Years of practice?
Ummm yes??

[Trulyures]

Mine's not lucky enough to be a dork. Not even lucky enough to be crazy.

He's just an asshole.
Have you and your brother ever had a time of fun?

[Trulyures]

You tried brainwashing??


Ummm yes??
of course you have, you're ancient :D

[The MunchKING]

Mine's not lucky enough to be a dork. Not even lucky enough to be crazy.

He's just an asshole.
So he's not crazy?? why does he do it then?

[The MunchKING]

NOOOOOOOOOO........... of course not... ;) :D
Well it may not be what I'm SUPPOSED to use, but it's an accurate descrition...

[Trulyures]

Well it may not be what I'm SUPPOSED to use, but it's an accurate descrition...
You're right, you're not suppose to use....

[The MunchKING]

You're right, you're not suppose to use....
Well you ARE the one interrogating me.

[Trulyures]

Well you ARE the one interrogating me.
No, I'm not.... That's your choice... I'm doing nothing wrong *angel halo* :D

[The MunchKING]

No, I'm not.... That's your choice... I'm doing nothing wrong *angel halo* :D


Of course you were...

[Trulyures]

Of course you were...
..............................not

[The MunchKING]

..............................not
Weren't you interrogating me about how old I am??

[Peter]

Yeah, do you guys even know what you're talking about anymore?

Edit -- heh, wrong colour. Whoops :D.

[Trulyures]

Weren't you interrogating me about how old I am??
umm........... yes? ok ok ok .......... I admit it

[Trulyures]

Yeah, do you guys even know what you're talking about anymore?

Edit -- heh, wrong colour. Whoops :D.
mmmmmmm........... nope^_^


But I have to go now........

ttyall laterz!

[The MunchKING]

umm........... yes? ok ok ok .......... I admit it
I told ya. Your interrigations always leave me like that...

[The MunchKING]

Yeah, do you guys even know what you're talking about anymore?

Edit -- heh, wrong colour. Whoops :D.


I do. I dunno about her...

[Peter]

mmmmmmm........... nope^_^


But I have to go now........

ttyall laterz!

I thought not. Bye Tru :).

[The MunchKING]

I thought not. Bye Tru :).
I do. We were talking about how rock hard, manly, and torture resistant I am... ;)

[The MunchKING]

*Polkas*











:-D

[yeoman]

*Drives Optimus Prime through thread.*

Ba weep granna weep ninnibong!

*Throws energon goodies at posters while passing by. Crashes Prime out other side of thread. "The Touch" can still be heard faintly in the background.*

[Peter]

So, my dog is dying.

She's about 13, and her heart is going, which is a common medical condition in dogs of her breed when they reach this age.

My parents are talking in hushed voices about the consideration as to whether to put her down or not.

I won't do it. I refuse point blank. I don't care if it makes me a bad person, I don't care whether it's right or wrong, and even if they outvote me (two to one), they'll have to go through *me* to get to her. I don't care about anything else, I'm not gonna let it happen. And I will harm anybody who even tries.

I'm not gonna be okay when she goes, though. I'm not cut up about it now, and I should be. But when it happens, I'm not gonna be okay.

I can see it now, I'll step back, and get quiet and not talk to anybody. No tears, it'll be a silent, avoid-everybody-and-don't-talk-about-it thing. It will hit me, I know it, and I'll be screaming on the inside. But I won't show any emotion on the outside, I won't react. I probably should not be posting here during that time, for that reason. I won't be a nice person to be around. I can see exactly how it'll be.

I always thought that I'd be at Uni or have a job down in the city and so I'd have moved out of home by the time this happened so I'd never really have to deal with it, but now I will. There's no escaping it.

She's going to die. According to some animals don't have souls and she'll just cease existance, and that isn't good enough.

And the thing that will cut me up the most, the stupid, selfish thing that I will think is that I never really knew how she felt about me.

I won't remember the time she sat at my back protecting me from some unseen but understood danger while I cried on the back patio without a human friend in the world. I won't remember the times we used to play in the backyard (she was so bouncy, and she always caught the tennis ball when it bounced), I won't remember the times she sat by my seat expecting the scraps that we both knew I'd drop down to her so I wouldn't have to eat them. I won't remember the times I took her down to the dog-park and let her off her leash so she and I could just hang out. And I won't remember all the sloppy kisses.

I'll remember the stupid things I've done. I'll remember the time when I was 11 when I smacked her in the snout because I just felt like being vicious to somebody that day. I'll remember the times she heard me shouting about something inside the house and went around to the side of the house because she might have been afraid of me and wanted to get away.

And I'll never know whether she died holding those things against me. I'll never know whether she really understood how much I love her.

And these tears that I'm crying right now as I sit here typing, she'll never know they were for her.

And I'll never know whether she really loved me.

And I deserve this for all the stupid things I did, but it hurts so much and it's just... it's just not... I just want her to know in her *heart* how much I loved her, and I won't ever know that she did.

I hate life sometimes. And this is one of those times.

[BigJayStudd]

I won't remember the time she sat at my back protecting me from some unseen but understood danger while I cried on the back patio without a human friend in the world. I won't remember the times we used to play in the backyard (she was so bouncy, and she always caught the tennis ball when it bounced), I won't remember the times she sat by my seat expecting the scraps that we both knew I'd drop down to her so I wouldn't have to eat them. I won't remember the times I took her down to the dog-park and let her off her leash so she and I could just hang out. And I won't remember all the sloppy kisses.



And I'll never know whether she really loved me.



Pretty obvious how she felt about you bro, judging by her actions. Plus you can't have REAL love and a closeness like that without reciprocation.

Chin up, Peter. Your pup lived 13 years and was loved. And if you need to talk more just PM me.

[yeoman]

So, my dog is dying.

She's about 13, and her heart is going, which is a common medical condition in dogs of her breed when they reach this age.

My parents are talking in hushed voices about the consideration as to whether to put her down or not.

I won't do it. I refuse point blank. I don't care if it makes me a bad person, I don't care whether it's right or wrong, and even if they outvote me (two to one), they'll have to go through *me* to get to her. I don't care about anything else, I'm not gonna let it happen. And I will harm anybody who even tries.

I'm not gonna be okay when she goes, though. I'm not cut up about it now, and I should be. But when it happens, I'm not gonna be okay.

I can see it now, I'll step back, and get quiet and not talk to anybody. No tears, it'll be a silent, avoid-everybody-and-don't-talk-about-it thing. It will hit me, I know it, and I'll be screaming on the inside. But I won't show any emotion on the outside, I won't react. I probably should not be posting here during that time, for that reason. I won't be a nice person to be around. I can see exactly how it'll be.

I always thought that I'd be at Uni or have a job down in the city and so I'd have moved out of home by the time this happened so I'd never really have to deal with it, but now I will. There's no escaping it.

She's going to die. According to some animals don't have souls and she'll just cease existance, and that isn't good enough.

And the thing that will cut me up the most, the stupid, selfish thing that I will think is that I never really knew how she felt about me.

I won't remember the time she sat at my back protecting me from some unseen but understood danger while I cried on the back patio without a human friend in the world. I won't remember the times we used to play in the backyard (she was so bouncy, and she always caught the tennis ball when it bounced), I won't remember the times she sat by my seat expecting the scraps that we both knew I'd drop down to her so I wouldn't have to eat them. I won't remember the times I took her down to the dog-park and let her off her leash so she and I could just hang out. And I won't remember all the sloppy kisses.

I'll remember the stupid things I've done. I'll remember the time when I was 11 when I smacked her in the snout because I just felt like being vicious to somebody that day. I'll remember the times she heard me shouting about something inside the house and went around to the side of the house because she might have been afraid of me and wanted to get away.

And I'll never know whether she died holding those things against me. I'll never know whether she really understood how much I love her.

And these tears that I'm crying right now as I sit here typing, she'll never know they were for her.

And I'll never know whether she really loved me.

And I deserve this for all the stupid things I did, but it hurts so much and it's just... it's just not... I just want her to know in her *heart* how much I loved her, and I won't ever know that she did.

I hate life sometimes. And this is one of those times.

I've been there. And I feel for ya man. Time does not, despite what they say, heal all wounds. But it does hurt less.

[Stretch Dude]

So, my dog is dying.

She's about 13, and her heart is going, which is a common medical condition in dogs of her breed when they reach this age.

My parents are talking in hushed voices about the consideration as to whether to put her down or not.

I won't do it. I refuse point blank. I don't care if it makes me a bad person, I don't care whether it's right or wrong, and even if they outvote me (two to one), they'll have to go through *me* to get to her. I don't care about anything else, I'm not gonna let it happen. And I will harm anybody who even tries.

I'm not gonna be okay when she goes, though. I'm not cut up about it now, and I should be. But when it happens, I'm not gonna be okay.

I can see it now, I'll step back, and get quiet and not talk to anybody. No tears, it'll be a silent, avoid-everybody-and-don't-talk-about-it thing. It will hit me, I know it, and I'll be screaming on the inside. But I won't show any emotion on the outside, I won't react. I probably should not be posting here during that time, for that reason. I won't be a nice person to be around. I can see exactly how it'll be.

I always thought that I'd be at Uni or have a job down in the city and so I'd have moved out of home by the time this happened so I'd never really have to deal with it, but now I will. There's no escaping it.

She's going to die. According to some animals don't have souls and she'll just cease existance, and that isn't good enough.

And the thing that will cut me up the most, the stupid, selfish thing that I will think is that I never really knew how she felt about me.

I won't remember the time she sat at my back protecting me from some unseen but understood danger while I cried on the back patio without a human friend in the world. I won't remember the times we used to play in the backyard (she was so bouncy, and she always caught the tennis ball when it bounced), I won't remember the times she sat by my seat expecting the scraps that we both knew I'd drop down to her so I wouldn't have to eat them. I won't remember the times I took her down to the dog-park and let her off her leash so she and I could just hang out. And I won't remember all the sloppy kisses.

I'll remember the stupid things I've done. I'll remember the time when I was 11 when I smacked her in the snout because I just felt like being vicious to somebody that day. I'll remember the times she heard me shouting about something inside the house and went around to the side of the house because she might have been afraid of me and wanted to get away.

And I'll never know whether she died holding those things against me. I'll never know whether she really understood how much I love her.

And these tears that I'm crying right now as I sit here typing, she'll never know they were for her.

And I'll never know whether she really loved me.

And I deserve this for all the stupid things I did, but it hurts so much and it's just... it's just not... I just want her to know in her *heart* how much I loved her, and I won't ever know that she did.

I hate life sometimes. And this is one of those times.

Peter, man...I'm sorry. I honestly wish I could say something more eloquent or helpful, but I can't. All I can say is...I'm sorry. :(

[Super Samurai]

Sorry to hear about your dog :( . Just know that she lived a good life and that she loved you.

[Sean McClain]

So, my dog is dying.

She's about 13, and her heart is going, which is a common medical condition in dogs of her breed when they reach this age.

My parents are talking in hushed voices about the consideration as to whether to put her down or not.

I won't do it. I refuse point blank. I don't care if it makes me a bad person, I don't care whether it's right or wrong, and even if they outvote me (two to one), they'll have to go through *me* to get to her. I don't care about anything else, I'm not gonna let it happen. And I will harm anybody who even tries.

I'm not gonna be okay when she goes, though. I'm not cut up about it now, and I should be. But when it happens, I'm not gonna be okay.

I can see it now, I'll step back, and get quiet and not talk to anybody. No tears, it'll be a silent, avoid-everybody-and-don't-talk-about-it thing. It will hit me, I know it, and I'll be screaming on the inside. But I won't show any emotion on the outside, I won't react. I probably should not be posting here during that time, for that reason. I won't be a nice person to be around. I can see exactly how it'll be.

I always thought that I'd be at Uni or have a job down in the city and so I'd have moved out of home by the time this happened so I'd never really have to deal with it, but now I will. There's no escaping it.

She's going to die. According to some animals don't have souls and she'll just cease existance, and that isn't good enough.

And the thing that will cut me up the most, the stupid, selfish thing that I will think is that I never really knew how she felt about me.

I won't remember the time she sat at my back protecting me from some unseen but understood danger while I cried on the back patio without a human friend in the world. I won't remember the times we used to play in the backyard (she was so bouncy, and she always caught the tennis ball when it bounced), I won't remember the times she sat by my seat expecting the scraps that we both knew I'd drop down to her so I wouldn't have to eat them. I won't remember the times I took her down to the dog-park and let her off her leash so she and I could just hang out. And I won't remember all the sloppy kisses.

I'll remember the stupid things I've done. I'll remember the time when I was 11 when I smacked her in the snout because I just felt like being vicious to somebody that day. I'll remember the times she heard me shouting about something inside the house and went around to the side of the house because she might have been afraid of me and wanted to get away.

And I'll never know whether she died holding those things against me. I'll never know whether she really understood how much I love her.

And these tears that I'm crying right now as I sit here typing, she'll never know they were for her.

And I'll never know whether she really loved me.

And I deserve this for all the stupid things I did, but it hurts so much and it's just... it's just not... I just want her to know in her *heart* how much I loved her, and I won't ever know that she did.

I hate life sometimes. And this is one of those times.
I know how that feels man. I'm going through the same thing with my cat, except it is advanced arthritis and fatty deposits in her organs. It's just sad to see her stumbling around and going to her food area and just not eating.

My heart's with you, Peter. It may feel bad now but just look back on all the good times you had with your pet.

[The Dog]

So, my dog is dying.

She's about 13, and her heart is going, which is a common medical condition in dogs of her breed when they reach this age.

My parents are talking in hushed voices about the consideration as to whether to put her down or not.

I won't do it. I refuse point blank. I don't care if it makes me a bad person, I don't care whether it's right or wrong, and even if they outvote me (two to one), they'll have to go through *me* to get to her. I don't care about anything else, I'm not gonna let it happen. And I will harm anybody who even tries.

I'm not gonna be okay when she goes, though. I'm not cut up about it now, and I should be. But when it happens, I'm not gonna be okay.

I can see it now, I'll step back, and get quiet and not talk to anybody. No tears, it'll be a silent, avoid-everybody-and-don't-talk-about-it thing. It will hit me, I know it, and I'll be screaming on the inside. But I won't show any emotion on the outside, I won't react. I probably should not be posting here during that time, for that reason. I won't be a nice person to be around. I can see exactly how it'll be.

I always thought that I'd be at Uni or have a job down in the city and so I'd have moved out of home by the time this happened so I'd never really have to deal with it, but now I will. There's no escaping it.

She's going to die. According to some animals don't have souls and she'll just cease existance, and that isn't good enough.

And the thing that will cut me up the most, the stupid, selfish thing that I will think is that I never really knew how she felt about me.

I won't remember the time she sat at my back protecting me from some unseen but understood danger while I cried on the back patio without a human friend in the world. I won't remember the times we used to play in the backyard (she was so bouncy, and she always caught the tennis ball when it bounced), I won't remember the times she sat by my seat expecting the scraps that we both knew I'd drop down to her so I wouldn't have to eat them. I won't remember the times I took her down to the dog-park and let her off her leash so she and I could just hang out. And I won't remember all the sloppy kisses.

I'll remember the stupid things I've done. I'll remember the time when I was 11 when I smacked her in the snout because I just felt like being vicious to somebody that day. I'll remember the times she heard me shouting about something inside the house and went around to the side of the house because she might have been afraid of me and wanted to get away.

And I'll never know whether she died holding those things against me. I'll never know whether she really understood how much I love her.

And these tears that I'm crying right now as I sit here typing, she'll never know they were for her.

And I'll never know whether she really loved me.

And I deserve this for all the stupid things I did, but it hurts so much and it's just... it's just not... I just want her to know in her *heart* how much I loved her, and I won't ever know that she did.

I hate life sometimes. And this is one of those times.

:(

... It'll be OK Peter, we're here if you want to talk about it. The loss of a loved one, no matter who, is always difficult, and I know what you're going through.

Had a dog a few years back I loved dearly, a sweet little chihuahua we named Taco, who'd been attacked occassionally by our neighbors bigger dogs over the course of a couple of years, but the last two times she'd had each of her back legs broken pretty badly.

Well, we'd let her live in pain for a while until my dad, who divorced my mom, came over and took her to the vet and had to put her to sleep.

I was heartbroken, since that dog was like family to me. So I know what you're going through.

So, if you want to talk, just know we're here.

[Guts/Batman]

I can't believe it. I mean it. FFVII actually came out today. I just watched it and have to say...damn that's so great looking CGI...

The story was jumpy...flashbacks intermixed with current events....

A few lines I liked...

Cloud: Stay where you belong...in my memories.

Sephiroth: I will...never be a memory.

[Anthony Johanson]

So, my dog is dying.

She's about 13, and her heart is going, which is a common medical condition in dogs of her breed when they reach this age.

My parents are talking in hushed voices about the consideration as to whether to put her down or not.

I won't do it. I refuse point blank. I don't care if it makes me a bad person, I don't care whether it's right or wrong, and even if they outvote me (two to one), they'll have to go through *me* to get to her. I don't care about anything else, I'm not gonna let it happen. And I will harm anybody who even tries.

I'm not gonna be okay when she goes, though. I'm not cut up about it now, and I should be. But when it happens, I'm not gonna be okay.

I can see it now, I'll step back, and get quiet and not talk to anybody. No tears, it'll be a silent, avoid-everybody-and-don't-talk-about-it thing. It will hit me, I know it, and I'll be screaming on the inside. But I won't show any emotion on the outside, I won't react. I probably should not be posting here during that time, for that reason. I won't be a nice person to be around. I can see exactly how it'll be.

I always thought that I'd be at Uni or have a job down in the city and so I'd have moved out of home by the time this happened so I'd never really have to deal with it, but now I will. There's no escaping it.

She's going to die. According to some animals don't have souls and she'll just cease existance, and that isn't good enough.

And the thing that will cut me up the most, the stupid, selfish thing that I will think is that I never really knew how she felt about me.

I won't remember the time she sat at my back protecting me from some unseen but understood danger while I cried on the back patio without a human friend in the world. I won't remember the times we used to play in the backyard (she was so bouncy, and she always caught the tennis ball when it bounced), I won't remember the times she sat by my seat expecting the scraps that we both knew I'd drop down to her so I wouldn't have to eat them. I won't remember the times I took her down to the dog-park and let her off her leash so she and I could just hang out. And I won't remember all the sloppy kisses.

I'll remember the stupid things I've done. I'll remember the time when I was 11 when I smacked her in the snout because I just felt like being vicious to somebody that day. I'll remember the times she heard me shouting about something inside the house and went around to the side of the house because she might have been afraid of me and wanted to get away.

And I'll never know whether she died holding those things against me. I'll never know whether she really understood how much I love her.

And these tears that I'm crying right now as I sit here typing, she'll never know they were for her.

And I'll never know whether she really loved me.

And I deserve this for all the stupid things I did, but it hurts so much and it's just... it's just not... I just want her to know in her *heart* how much I loved her, and I won't ever know that she did.

I hate life sometimes. And this is one of those times.

I'm sorry Peter, I've been in that situation also.

I used to have a Rottweiler named Cody when I was 9. He wasn't the streotypical "angry, bark/attack anything that moves" Rottweiler that you see on TV. He was affectionate, energetic, but could be pretty loud at times. I used to hang out with him alot, especially when things got rough.

A couple of years later, me and my Dad were taking him out for a walk, the leash snapped, he ran out into the street, and was hit by the car. I cried for days, I felt like a part of me was forcibly removed. After I had stopped grieving, I focussed on the good times rather than the bad.

So, Peter, I'm really sorry to hear about that. I know it's going to be tough to get over that loss, but remember to keep your dog in your thoughts, remember all the good times you had together, she lived a good life, and from what you stated about her, she loved you. If you need to talk further, give me a PM.

[Trystenn]

So, my dog is dying.

She's about 13, and her heart is going, which is a common medical condition in dogs of her breed when they reach this age.

My parents are talking in hushed voices about the consideration as to whether to put her down or not.

I won't do it. I refuse point blank. I don't care if it makes me a bad person, I don't care whether it's right or wrong, and even if they outvote me (two to one), they'll have to go through *me* to get to her. I don't care about anything else, I'm not gonna let it happen. And I will harm anybody who even tries.

I'm not gonna be okay when she goes, though. I'm not cut up about it now, and I should be. But when it happens, I'm not gonna be okay.

I can see it now, I'll step back, and get quiet and not talk to anybody. No tears, it'll be a silent, avoid-everybody-and-don't-talk-about-it thing. It will hit me, I know it, and I'll be screaming on the inside. But I won't show any emotion on the outside, I won't react. I probably should not be posting here during that time, for that reason. I won't be a nice person to be around. I can see exactly how it'll be.

I always thought that I'd be at Uni or have a job down in the city and so I'd have moved out of home by the time this happened so I'd never really have to deal with it, but now I will. There's no escaping it.

She's going to die. According to some animals don't have souls and she'll just cease existance, and that isn't good enough.

And the thing that will cut me up the most, the stupid, selfish thing that I will think is that I never really knew how she felt about me.

I won't remember the time she sat at my back protecting me from some unseen but understood danger while I cried on the back patio without a human friend in the world. I won't remember the times we used to play in the backyard (she was so bouncy, and she always caught the tennis ball when it bounced), I won't remember the times she sat by my seat expecting the scraps that we both knew I'd drop down to her so I wouldn't have to eat them. I won't remember the times I took her down to the dog-park and let her off her leash so she and I could just hang out. And I won't remember all the sloppy kisses.

I'll remember the stupid things I've done. I'll remember the time when I was 11 when I smacked her in the snout because I just felt like being vicious to somebody that day. I'll remember the times she heard me shouting about something inside the house and went around to the side of the house because she might have been afraid of me and wanted to get away.

And I'll never know whether she died holding those things against me. I'll never know whether she really understood how much I love her.

And these tears that I'm crying right now as I sit here typing, she'll never know they were for her.

And I'll never know whether she really loved me.

And I deserve this for all the stupid things I did, but it hurts so much and it's just... it's just not... I just want her to know in her *heart* how much I loved her, and I won't ever know that she did.

I hate life sometimes. And this is one of those times.
Peter, its clear your dog loved, and its clear you loved her back, dont think about the bad times, instead remember how much you two had fun, remember how much she showed she loved you, you may have done some rotten things, but you need to know, she doesnt care about that, she loves you, and you love her. Dont forget that, you know we are all here in case you want to break the cycle and speak with someone, PM me if anything comes up ok?

[Peter]

Thank you for your kind words.

I logged off last night and went outside and she was having real trouble breathing. I sat outside in the dark while she moved around the patio and once she fell asleep I came back inside.

She was no better this morning. My mother has just taken her to the vet, and my dad's waiting there for them.

I couldn't go with them. I hugged her as my mother put her into the car and told her that I was sorry and that I loved her, but I just couldn't go with them.

That might make me a bad or selfish person and I don't care, she's not gonna miss me I don't think -- she got her, "Leave me alone" moodiness when she felt ill from me, I think -- but I just couldn't do it. I wanted no part of it, I could not go with them. It would have hurt too much.

And I said to her that I wouldn't cry because she deserved so much better than that but I'm sitting here crying and I can't stop and I'm gaonn a miss he4r so much but I couldn't go with her and I hate myself for that weakness but I just couldn'g go with her.

I mean I should be tehre but I'm not becuase it just hurts so much, and the right thing to do is be there to say goodbye but I said my goodbye when I told her I loved her and oh God what kind of monster am I and I'm jsut so sorry.

[The Dog]

Thank you for your kind words.

I logged off last night and went outside and she was having real trouble breathing. I sat outside in the dark while she moved around the patio and once she fell asleep I came back inside.

She was no better this morning. My mother has just taken her to the vet, and my dad's waiting there for them.

I couldn't go with them. I hugged her as my mother put her into the car and told her that I was sorry and that I loved her, but I just couldn't go with them.

That might make me a bad or selfish person and I don't care, she's not gonna miss me I don't think -- she got her, "Leave me alone" moodiness when she felt ill from me, I think -- but I just couldn't do it. I wanted no part of it, I could not go with them. It would have hurt too much.

And I said to her that I wouldn't cry because she deserved so much better than that but I'm sitting here crying and I can't stop and I'm gaonn a miss he4r so much but I couldn't go with her and I hate myself for that weakness but I just couldn'g go with her.

I mean I should be tehre but I'm not becuase it just hurts so much, and the right thing to do is be there to say goodbye but I said my goodbye when I told her I loved her and oh God what kind of monster am I and I'm jsut so sorry.

Peter, Calm down. It's alright, you're not a monster, trust me on this. This is a beloved pet, to the point of being part of the family, and you couldn't bear to see her die. Just relax, take a few deep breaths, and know we don't think your a monster.

Its normal not to see someone so beloved in pain and watch their life end. Its too sad, but don't think of yourself as some evil being because you couldn't watch it.

I didn't go see my beloved dog get put down either, because there's too many emotions going on there, and they're already overwhelming you. Going would only make it worse, so all you need to do is let go of those emotions and remember, you're a good person at heart, you just couldn't see her go.

I doubt anyone could honestly watch a loved one die. So I'm going to say this again, your not a monster and it'll be alright. Yes it hurts, it always does. But the pain will dull. It'll always be there, but it will dull.

[Stretch Dude]

Thank you for your kind words.

I logged off last night and went outside and she was having real trouble breathing. I sat outside in the dark while she moved around the patio and once she fell asleep I came back inside.

She was no better this morning. My mother has just taken her to the vet, and my dad's waiting there for them.

I couldn't go with them. I hugged her as my mother put her into the car and told her that I was sorry and that I loved her, but I just couldn't go with them.

That might make me a bad or selfish person and I don't care, she's not gonna miss me I don't think -- she got her, "Leave me alone" moodiness when she felt ill from me, I think -- but I just couldn't do it. I wanted no part of it, I could not go with them. It would have hurt too much.

And I said to her that I wouldn't cry because she deserved so much better than that but I'm sitting here crying and I can't stop and I'm gaonn a miss he4r so much but I couldn't go with her and I hate myself for that weakness but I just couldn'g go with her.

I mean I should be tehre but I'm not becuase it just hurts so much, and the right thing to do is be there to say goodbye but I said my goodbye when I told her I loved her and oh God what kind of monster am I and I'm jsut so sorry.

*gives Peter a comforting hug* Shhh, calm down, buddy, calm down. You're not a monster, you're not weak. You're human, and humans hurt when their loved ones hurt. If I was ever in the same position as you, I'd be the same way. I don't think anyone would be able to deal with watching a beloved pet die. It's the way we are. All you can do at this point is know that she loved you, and that she knew you loved her.

[Peter]

*gives Peter a comforting hug* Shhh, calm down, buddy, calm down. You're not a monster, you're not weak. You're human, and humans hurt when their loved ones hurt. If I was ever in the same position as you, I'd be the same way. I don't think anyone would be able to deal with watching a beloved pet die. It's the way we are. All you can do at this point is know that she loved you, and that she knew you loved her.

*hugs Stretch back*

Thanks Stretch, and thank you too Dog.

I'm in the city now, running some errands I had to do. If I don't think about it then it doesn't hurt so much, but that plan isn't foolproof because I can't stop thinking about her.

I miss her so much. And I just hoped she knew that I loved her.

I didn't go for a walk with her yesterday, I was really tired that afternoon and was asleep when my parents took her, so I missed her last ever walk. But I got in her second-last walk when we talk her to the dogpark and hten to the beach on Monday afternoon. She was so happy and bouncy then, and now that's just gone, you know?

I'm not okay, right now.

[The Dog]

*hugs Stretch back*

Thanks Stretch, and thank you too Dog.

I'm in the city now, running some errands I had to do. If I don't think about it then it doesn't hurt so much, but that plan isn't foolproof because I can't stop thinking about her.

I miss her so much. And I just hoped she knew that I loved her.

I didn't go for a walk with her yesterday, I was really tired that afternoon and was asleep when my parents took her, so I missed her last ever walk. But I got in her second-last walk when we talk her to the dogpark and hten to the beach on Monday afternoon. She was so happy and bouncy then, and now that's just gone, you know?

I'm not okay, right now.

I know you're not okay right now. You won't be, not for a while. You lost someone you care about, and that pain's still fresh in your mind.

And you need to work through the grief and sadness, its not healthy to keep emotions like that bottled up inside.

Your pain will lessen eventually. I know from experience it will. Just do what you need to work through it, and you'll feel better for it. Just don't bottle it up and hide it inside, its like I said, its unhealthy.

[hitokiri_]

so what is happening?

[Trystenn]

Thank you for your kind words.

I logged off last night and went outside and she was having real trouble breathing. I sat outside in the dark while she moved around the patio and once she fell asleep I came back inside.

She was no better this morning. My mother has just taken her to the vet, and my dad's waiting there for them.

I couldn't go with them. I hugged her as my mother put her into the car and told her that I was sorry and that I loved her, but I just couldn't go with them.

That might make me a bad or selfish person and I don't care, she's not gonna miss me I don't think -- she got her, "Leave me alone" moodiness when she felt ill from me, I think -- but I just couldn't do it. I wanted no part of it, I could not go with them. It would have hurt too much.

And I said to her that I wouldn't cry because she deserved so much better than that but I'm sitting here crying and I can't stop and I'm gaonn a miss he4r so much but I couldn't go with her and I hate myself for that weakness but I just couldn'g go with her.

I mean I should be tehre but I'm not becuase it just hurts so much, and the right thing to do is be there to say goodbye but I said my goodbye when I told her I loved her and oh God what kind of monster am I and I'm jsut so sorry.
*Glomps Peter*
Dont worry man, we know your not doing it because your selfish, we know its because your hurting because of all this, and honestly, it doesnt matter anyways, we still care about you Peter, things will be alright, i know they will :)

[Trulyures]

Thank you for your kind words.

I logged off last night and went outside and she was having real trouble breathing. I sat outside in the dark while she moved around the patio and once she fell asleep I came back inside.

She was no better this morning. My mother has just taken her to the vet, and my dad's waiting there for them.

I couldn't go with them. I hugged her as my mother put her into the car and told her that I was sorry and that I loved her, but I just couldn't go with them.

That might make me a bad or selfish person and I don't care, she's not gonna miss me I don't think -- she got her, "Leave me alone" moodiness when she felt ill from me, I think -- but I just couldn't do it. I wanted no part of it, I could not go with them. It would have hurt too much.

And I said to her that I wouldn't cry because she deserved so much better than that but I'm sitting here crying and I can't stop and I'm gaonn a miss he4r so much but I couldn't go with her and I hate myself for that weakness but I just couldn'g go with her.

I mean I should be tehre but I'm not becuase it just hurts so much, and the right thing to do is be there to say goodbye but I said my goodbye when I told her I loved her and oh God what kind of monster am I and I'm jsut so sorry.
*HUGS* I'm so sorry for the loss, but you know what Peter we all love you here. I love you soo much and if you need anything just let me know. You're not a selfish person and you loved her ... *hugs*

[Trulyures]

*Polkas*











:-D
*takes pictures* This is so going to sell on ebay... :D

[Anthony Johanson]

*takes pictures* This is so going to sell on ebay... :D

Wow, I never figured you as that kind of person Tru.

[Trulyures]

Wow, I never figured you as that kind of person Tru.
Depends what kind of person do you think I am?

[Sean McClain]

Wow, I never figured you as that kind of person Tru.
Man, it has really been a bad month for a lot of people, including myself

[Trystenn]

Depends what kind of person do you think I am?
The non-voyeuristic kind?

[Trystenn]

Man, it has really been a bad month for a lot of people, including myself
What happened to you?!?

[Trulyures]

The non-voyeuristic kind?
Are you saying I'm boring? :mad:

[Trulyures]

Man, it has really been a bad month for a lot of people, including myself
What happened? Are you ok? Does it have to deal with your brother?

[Trystenn]

Are you saying I'm boring? :mad:
................................
The F*ck?

[Anthony Johanson]

Man, it has really been a bad month for a lot of people, including myself

Yep, it's been a bad month for me also.

[Sean McClain]

What happened to you?!?
Well, let's see:

My cat's dying, my family is undergoing legal troubles of a nature that I cannot discuss here, I've got jury duty I can't squeeze out of, money is tightening up, I have to find some kind of motorized transport, and we've got jerks and wiseasses staring, heckling, and sending threatening letters to us.

Y'know, things of that nature.

[Anthony Johanson]

Depends what kind of person do you think I am?

A nice, kind, smart person. Among numerous other things I have said in other posts but am too lazy to dig up.

[Trulyures]

A nice, kind, smart person. Among numerous other things I have said in other posts but am too lazy to dig up.
Well, thank you...... that's the average of what most people say...
The others are crazy lunitic, weirdo, and lame.... but I guess that equals a neutral

[Trystenn]

Well, let's see:

My cat's dying, my family is undergoing legal troubles of a nature that I cannot discuss here, I've got jury duty I can't squeeze out of, money is tightening up, I have to find some kind of motorized transport, and we've got jerks and wiseasses staring, heckling, and sending threatening letters to us.

Y'know, things of that nature.
Holy F*ck, can no one have a decent month here on CBR?!?!??!


Holy F*ckin Crap!!!


If it makes you feel any better i truly hope things work out for both you and your family, things will get better, just survive to see the good times ok?

[Trulyures]

Well, let's see:

My cat's dying, my family is undergoing legal troubles of a nature that I cannot discuss here, I've got jury duty I can't squeeze out of, money is tightening up, I have to find some kind of motorized transport, and we've got jerks and wiseasses staring, heckling, and sending threatening letters to us.

Y'know, things of that nature.
*hugs* you still have us here...:) That won't go wrong

[Trulyures]

Holy F*ck, can no one have a decent month here on CBR?!?!??!


Holy F*ckin Crap!!!


If it makes you feel any better i truly hope things work out for both you and your family, things will get better, just survive to see the good times ok?
Stop freaking out....

[Sean McClain]

Holy F*ck, can no one have a decent month here on CBR?!?!??!


Holy F*ckin Crap!!!


If it makes you feel any better i truly hope things work out for both you and your family, things will get better, just survive to see the good times ok?
The Dept. of Human Services (Social Workers) have already placed my little sister in a juvenile center and they mean for her to go to a foster home, at our expense. My dad could lose his job at the Post Office, and my mom is nearing the breaking point.

Although it helps that we try to stay two steps ahead of those beauracratic bastards.

[Trulyures]

The Dept. of Human Services (Social Workers) have already placed my little sister in a juvenile center and they mean for her to go to a foster home, at our expense. My dad could lose his job at the Post Office, and my mom is nearing the breaking point.

Although it helps that we try to stay two steps ahead of those beauracratic bastards.
So in all this, how do you handle it?

[Sean McClain]

*hugs* you still have us here...:) That won't go wrong
*hugs back*

Thanks for the support. We will beat the system that is trying to disintegrate our family entirely. And then we will strike back at them for mis-conduct and trying to predjudice a case before anything has happened.

[Anthony Johanson]

The Dept. of Human Services (Social Workers) have already placed my little sister in a juvenile center and they mean for her to go to a foster home, at our expense. My dad could lose his job at the Post Office, and my mom is nearing the breaking point.

Although it helps that we try to stay two steps ahead of those beauracratic bastards.

Well, you have my bad month beat. It may not mean much, but I hope eveything turns out okay for you and your family in the end.

[Sean McClain]

So in all this, how do you handle it?
Sublimation: The channeling and expression of negative emotions into creative outlets.

I guess Psychology was good for something.

[Trulyures]

*hugs back*

Thanks for the support. We will beat the system that is trying to disintegrate our family entirely. And then we will strike back at them for mis-conduct and trying to predjudice a case before anything has happened.
Yes, I mean.... in all truth to me it seems as of now you are the strong one. I commend you for your the strength you have. Also, if you want to ever let anything out just pm me anytime. Always willing to listen/read:)

[Trystenn]

The Dept. of Human Services (Social Workers) have already placed my little sister in a juvenile center and they mean for her to go to a foster home, at our expense. My dad could lose his job at the Post Office, and my mom is nearing the breaking point.

Although it helps that we try to stay two steps ahead of those beauracratic bastards.
Dont worry man, youll do better, things might get worse before they get better, juts please, keep on going to see them, they are over the horizon, youll get there, your stronger than that.

[Sean McClain]

Yes, I mean.... in all truth to me it seems as of now you are the strong one. I commend you for your the strength you have. Also, if you want to ever let anything out just pm me anytime. Always willing to listen/read:)
I've always had to be in control, as my siblings tend to just let whatever pops into their heads come out, whether it helps or not.

And we're also gonna get the local paper back for basically trying to say that my dad was guilty of the charges that were laid upon him, even though no trial had occured. Once this has all passed, he's gonna get a full retraction out of them, in BIG type.

[Guts/Batman]

The Dept. of Human Services (Social Workers) have already placed my little sister in a juvenile center and they mean for her to go to a foster home, at our expense. My dad could lose his job at the Post Office, and my mom is nearing the breaking point.

Although it helps that we try to stay two steps ahead of those beauracratic bastards.

My family is fighting the same thing....

DHS in Iowa is so utterly fucked up. It's just horrible. There is no justice in the system right now. DHS will burn for what they have done to our family...

[Sean McClain]

My family is fighting the same thing....

DHS in Iowa is so utterly fucked up. It's just horrible. There is no justice in the system right now. DHS will burn for what they have done to our family...
We've been fighting these bastards for over six years, ever since they placed my older sister into foster care.

They are totally, utterly incompetant and lazy; and I would have no sympathy for them if Satan himself came up, clubbed them all with a Gunney Sack, and drug them down to Hell to endure the emotional and financial pain they put families through every day.

Only physically. And by physically, I mean the Hentai Tentacle Monster.

[Trystenn]

We've been fighting these bastards for over six years, ever since they placed my older sister into foster care.

They are totally, utterly incompetant and lazy; and I would have no sympathy for them if Satan himself came up, clubbed them all with a Gunney Sack, and drug them down to Hell to endure the emotional and financial pain they put families through every day.

Only physically. And by physically, I mean the Hentai Tentacle Monster.
Thats generally how it is, they wouldnt give my mother her benefits for YEARS, god it was awful.

[The MunchKING]

Thank you for your kind words.

I logged off last night and went outside and she was having real trouble breathing. I sat outside in the dark while she moved around the patio and once she fell asleep I came back inside.

Ahhhh... I'm here for ya Peter... Sorry to hear about that ya know...

*puts his arma around Peter in a manly sort of way*

[Sean McClain]

Thats generally how it is, they wouldnt give my mother her benefits for YEARS, god it was awful.
They run you around in circles, sucking up all your money as they go. For example: My sister showed signs of bipolarism when they took her out of the home, so my parents requested a test for her and the rest of the children. They didn't do test one. So, my mom and dad take her to a hospital, and at my parents' expense, the doctor finds that she is indeed bipolar.

Talk about lazy, greedy, good-for-nothing assholes.

[Anthony Johanson]

Thats generally how it is, they wouldnt give my mother her benefits for YEARS, god it was awful.

Same thing happened to me up in Canada...those years were hell.

[The MunchKING]

Holy F*ck, can no one have a decent month here on CBR?!?!??!?

Ummmmm... Aside from me stressing abit over some Homework, my month's been just fine...



Of course it pains me that my freinds are going through hard times, and I'll be here for them. But non-sympathetic troubles are pretty much nonexistant.

[Trystenn]

They run you around in circles, sucking up all your money as they go. For example: My sister showed signs of bipolarism when they took her out of the home, so my parents requested a test for her and the rest of the children. They didn't do test one. So, my mom and dad take her to a hospital, and at my parents' expense, the doctor finds that she is indeed bipolar.

Talk about lazy, greedy, good-for-nothing assholes.
Sh*t no kidding, that bascically what happened to my Mother, god bless her crazy soul.

[Trystenn]

Same thing happened to me up in Canada...those years were hell.
F*ck man, this Sh*t is universal, Bastards trying to cover their own @$$es and losses waaaay before ours...

[Trystenn]

Ummmmm... Aside from me stressing abit over some Homework, my month's been just fine...



Of course it pains me that my freinds are going through hard times, and I'll be here for them. But non-sympathetic troubles are pretty much nonexistant.
Well im glad, your a good guy Munch, you dont deserve any kind of pain in your life right now :)

[Guts/Batman]

Ummmmm... Aside from me stressing abit over some Homework, my month's been just fine...



Of course it pains me that my freinds are going through hard times, and I'll be here for them. But non-sympathetic troubles are pretty much nonexistant.

Agreed on all fronts.

My life is nice and simple right now.

[Trystenn]

Agreed on all fronts.

My life is nice and simple right now.
....................................
You guys and your stupidly perfect lives...

[Guts/Batman]

....................................
You guys and your stupidly perfect lives...

Heh.

I work, eat, sleep, drink...

Toss in CBR and fun and that's about it.

[Trystenn]

Heh.

I work, eat, sleep, drink...

Toss in CBR and fun and that's about it.
lol your lucky, someday i hope that to be me one day.

[Guts/Batman]

lol your lucky, someday i hope that to be me one day.

Starting in July, I'll have to toss class in on that list as well. But that shouldn't be too hard. I'm a veteran of the college life. :D

[Trystenn]

Starting in July, I'll have to toss class in on that list as well. But that shouldn't be too hard. I'm a veteran of the college life. :D
Oh oh oh i want that too!!!

[yeoman]

Thank you for your kind words.

I logged off last night and went outside and she was having real trouble breathing. I sat outside in the dark while she moved around the patio and once she fell asleep I came back inside.

She was no better this morning. My mother has just taken her to the vet, and my dad's waiting there for them.

I couldn't go with them. I hugged her as my mother put her into the car and told her that I was sorry and that I loved her, but I just couldn't go with them.

That might make me a bad or selfish person and I don't care, she's not gonna miss me I don't think -- she got her, "Leave me alone" moodiness when she felt ill from me, I think -- but I just couldn't do it. I wanted no part of it, I could not go with them. It would have hurt too much.

And I said to her that I wouldn't cry because she deserved so much better than that but I'm sitting here crying and I can't stop and I'm gaonn a miss he4r so much but I couldn't go with her and I hate myself for that weakness but I just couldn'g go with her.

I mean I should be tehre but I'm not becuase it just hurts so much, and the right thing to do is be there to say goodbye but I said my goodbye when I told her I loved her and oh God what kind of monster am I and I'm jsut so sorry.

Personally, I can understand not wanting to be there. A few years back we had to put down a cat. This was not a case of "They were kinda sick." This was a case of "So disoriented from problems the cat no longer landed on it's feet."

I was there for the end of it, and I wish I hadn't, because it's an image I'll take to my grave, and it will be how I remember her at the end.

And it hurts. Even now, it's hard to think of. I wasn't there for any of the other cats we had to put down, and those one's I'll always remember far healthier. Even if I regret not being there are the end.

[Sean McClain]

Personally, I can understand not wanting to be there. A few years back we had to put down a cat. This was not a case of "They were kinda sick." This was a case of "So disoriented from problems the cat no longer landed on it's feet."

I was there for the end of it, and I wish I hadn't, because it's an image I'll take to my grave, and it will be how I remember her at the end.

And it hurts. Even now, it's hard to think of. I wasn't there for any of the other cats we had to put down, and those one's I'll always remember far healthier. Even if I regret not being there are the end.
Well, you pretty much described what's happening to my cat right now.

[Peter]

Personally, I can understand not wanting to be there. A few years back we had to put down a cat. This was not a case of "They were kinda sick." This was a case of "So disoriented from problems the cat no longer landed on it's feet."

I was there for the end of it, and I wish I hadn't, because it's an image I'll take to my grave, and it will be how I remember her at the end.

And it hurts. Even now, it's hard to think of. I wasn't there for any of the other cats we had to put down, and those one's I'll always remember far healthier. Even if I regret not being there are the end.

Yeah, that was pretty much my thinking too. I do regret not being there, you know, but if I'd been there it would've hurt *so* much more. There's only so much I can take before it's just too much, and seeing it happen would've been too much.

At the moment I just feel a bit empty.

[Stretch Dude]

I was talking with some classmates earlier today, and we ended up hitting upon the coolest (and most terrifying) plan ever: Elect Alan Moore President. Our reasons:


He would get rid of the two-term limit rule, and everyone would be too scared of him to run against him. Thus he would be President for life.
He would scare our enemies into submission just by looking at them.
He would replace all police uniforms with Rorschach costumes. No more crime. Not even jaywalking. The police would just be too damn scary, even when they're being friendly.
He cannot be killed, and if he is, three more Alan Moores appear to take his place.
He would also be elected Vice-President. Anyone who sees both Alan Moores together would explode and regenerate as Alan Moore.
Eventually, all the police officers would be Alan Moores in Rorschach costumes.


I think Alan Moore is the Anti-Chuck Norris. :eek:

[Guts/Batman]

Interesting idea Stretch. That would be scary indeed...

And I need a reason to post a message without sounding spammy....:D

[Anthony Johanson]

Interesting idea Stretch. That would be scary indeed...

And I need a reason to post a message without sounding spammy....:D

Gibberish war?

[Guts/Batman]

Gibberish war?

I prefer Jibberlitteration myself...

[Sean McClain]

Gibberish war?
Not again.

[Anthony Johanson]

Not again.

Multi-language war?

[Sean McClain]

Multi-language war?
*casts 'Everlasting Peace for a Minute'*

Look out, it's ManBearPig!

[yeoman]

Because it amuses me:

Who lives on Apokolypse and rules by fear?
Your cries for mercy he will not hear.
Darkseid no-pants!
Darkseid no-pants!

[Daniel Lewis]

Because it amuses me:

Who lives on Apokolypse and rules by fear?
Your cries for mercy he will not hear.
Darkseid no-pants!
Darkseid no-pants!

Darkseid is a god, he doesn't have to wear pants if he doesn't want to. Hell, if I ruled my own planet, I'd never wear pants again.

We should all be like Darkseid.

[Gordon Smith]

The other day I came across this interesting article (http://abcnews.go.com/Technology/wireStory?id=1881775) that I thought might interest folks. From the sounds of it, it looks like scientists are working on a mechanical version of Daredevil's radar sense. This technology appears to have both humanitarian and military applications. I wonder what's gonna be coming after this.



Has anyone else heard about this?

[Phrozen]

Has anyone else heard about this?

No but it means Stan Lee was clairvoyent.

[Tommy]

No but it means Stan Lee was clairvoyent.
Stan Lee. He is a great man. He co-created more franchise characters than any other writer in history.

[Trystenn]

Has anyone else heard about this?
Psh i had the idea first....

[Trystenn]

Darkseid is a god, he doesn't have to wear pants if he doesn't want to. Hell, if I ruled my own planet, I'd never wear pants again.

We should all be like Darkseid.
Well not wearing pants is one thing, switching from pants to short shorts OTOH....

[Tommy]

Well not wearing pants is one thing, switching from pants to short shorts OTOH....
It was a micro mini skirt. Which is highly fashionable and sexy for a woman in her 20's. Darksied clearly wants to be a woman in her 20's.

[Trystenn]

It was a micro mini skirt. Which is highly fashionable and sexy for a woman in her 20's. Darksied clearly wants to be a woman in her 20's.
Le Ewwwwwww

[Stretch Dude]

It was a micro mini skirt. Which is highly fashionable and sexy for a woman in her 20's. Darksied clearly wants to be a woman in her 20's.

Don't we all...

[Phrozen]

I just noticed that Sam Kennisson is a small dude.

[Stretch Dude]

HeroMachine...so addicting...

[Guts/Batman]

Stop...Hammer-time.

[Anthony Johanson]

Stop...Hammer-time.

Can't touch this.

[Stretch Dude]

Stop...Hammer-time.

Exc...ell-ent.

[Stretch Dude]

Can't touch this.

Can't watch this.

[Guts/Batman]

Exc...ell-ent.

FINISH HIM!!!

[Guts/Batman]

Can't watch this.

We're...all stars now...in the Dope Show...

[Guts/Batman]

Odd songs keep playing on my computer. Random clicking...

[Anthony Johanson]

FINISH HIM!!!

I win,Fatality.

[Stretch Dude]

We're...all stars now...in the Dope Show...

I get knocked down, but I get up again.

[Guts/Batman]

I get knocked down, but I get up again.

Always and Forever...Each moment with you...

[Anthony Johanson]

Always and Forever...Each moment with you...

We...are the champions..my friends.

[Guts/Batman]

Mmmm...Erica Durance in a sports bra...:D

Made it worth so far.

[Guts/Batman]

We...are the champions..my friends.

Master...Master of Puppets pulling your strings...

Master...Master

[Stretch Dude]

Always and Forever...Each moment with you...

I thrill when I drill a bicuspid.

[Anthony Johanson]

Master...Master of Puppets pulling your strings...

Master...Master

Hey, Macerena!

[Guts/Batman]

I thrill when I drill a bicuspid.

. o O

Lana and Lex making out in front of Clark. Oh yea...*Does the Kool-Aid Man bust through wall*

[Guts/Batman]

I thrill when I drill a bicuspid.

Breath. Stretch. Shake. Let it go...

[Guts/Batman]

Hey, Macerena!

You're a shining star...no matter who you are...

Are we spamming yet?

[Stretch Dude]

Breath. Stretch. Shake. Let it go...

I can feel St. Elmo's Fire burning in me.

[Anthony Johanson]

You're a shining star...no matter who you are...

Are we spamming yet?

I think we are.

[Guts/Batman]

I can feel St. Elmo's Fire burning in me.

Bow chicka bow wow :D

[Stretch Dude]

Are we spamming yet?

Quite possibly maybe definitely?

[Stretch Dude]

Bow chicka bow wow :D

Who robs cave fish of their sight?

[Guts/Batman]

I think we are.

Oh well...it's not like anything else has gone on in this thread. And adds to my post count. Nearer to 20,000 I get.

And I promise I won;t miss it this time. An Omniversal party will be necessary...

[Guts/Batman]

Who robs cave fish of their sight?

I won't dance...you can't make me.

[Stretch Dude]

Oh well...it's not like anything else has gone on in this thread. And adds to my post count. Nearer to 20,000 I get.

And I promise I won;t miss it this time. An Omniversal party will be necessary...

And I am now but a scant 101 posts away from 5000. Hooby dooby.

[Guts/Batman]

And I am now but a scant 101 posts away from 5000. Hooby dooby.

Omniversal party I demand!!!

[Anthony Johanson]

Oh well...it's not like anything else has gone on in this thread. And adds to my post count. Nearer to 20,000 I get.

And I promise I won;t miss it this time. An Omniversal party will be necessary...

Yay party.

*eyes narrow* If you miss this, a keyblade will be found somewhere very unpleasent.

[Guts/Batman]

Yay party.

*eyes narrow* If you miss this, a keyblade will be found somewhere very unpleasent.

*Reminds myself not to miss 20,000*

[Stretch Dude]

I won't dance...you can't make me.

I, man, am regal, a German am I.

[Stretch Dude]

Omniversal party I demand!!!

Indeedificationarianism!

[Guts/Batman]

Indeedificationarianism!

Jibberlitteration!

[Stretch Dude]

Jibberlitteration!

Sassafrassization!

[Guts/Batman]

Sassafrassization!

Yanni's Yearning Yenten You!!!

[Stretch Dude]

Yanni's Yearning Yenten You!!!

Gloobin gleebin glabin globin.

[Guts/Batman]

Gloobin gleebin glabin globin.

We are Jibberlitterating!!!

Mobbing Mooblins Marvelously Moving...

[Anthony Johanson]

We are Jibberlitterating!!!

Mobbing Mooblins Marvelously Moving...

Oh noes, not again.

[Guts/Batman]

Oh noes, not again.

We were only Jibberishing before...

This is totally different.

[Anthony Johanson]

We were only Jibberishing before...

This is totally different.

How so, then?

[Phrozen]

*sends RuPaul clones to Guts and Stretch's residences*

[Guts/Batman]

*sends RuPaul clones to Guts and Stretch's residences*

*Exits residences quickly*

[Guts/Batman]

How so, then?

The way the last Jibberish War went. The words couldn't be read. That's Jibberishing.

Jibberlitteration is Jibberishing using words and combining then so they are actually readable...just using the same letter to begin each word...

[Stretch Dude]

*sends RuPaul clones to Guts and Stretch's residences*

*installs plasma cannons with built-in motion detectors at all possible entrances*

[Anthony Johanson]

The way the last Jibberish War went. The words couldn't be read. That's Jibberishing.

Jibberlitteration is Jibberishing using words and combining then so they are actually readable...just using the same letter to begin each word...

Yet, both are annoying.

[Guts/Batman]

Yet, both are annoying.

Stunningly so... :D

[Anthony Johanson]

Stunningly so... :D

It displeases me.

[Guts/Batman]

It displeases me.

*Tries to think*

Tick!!!

[Guts/Batman]

Feeling like a new Avatar...

[Anthony Johanson]

Feeling like a new Avatar...

Go with your feelings.

[Guts/Batman]

Go with your feelings.

I'm thinking Magnum P.I. or Don Johnson...

Which one do you advise?

[Anthony Johanson]

I'm thinking Magnum P.I. or Don Johnson...

Which one do you advise?

I'm more of a Don Johnson person myself.

[Guts/Batman]

I'm more of a Don Johnson person myself.

Yea. I said that halfway through. The Don Johnson pictures were much better than the Tom Selleck pictures...

[Anthony Johanson]

Yea. I said that halfway through. The Don Johnson pictures were much better than the Tom Selleck pictures...

Yep, like the new avatar.

[Guts/Batman]

Yep, like the new avatar.

Good.

My avatars don't last long, however. I give Don Johnson about 2 weeks.

[Stretch Dude]

Good.

My avatars don't last long, however. I give Don Johnson about 2 weeks.

At least it's longer than his music career. :D

[Guts/Batman]

At least it's longer than his music career. :D

Too true...

[Tami]

My thought: The thing that I like most about tournament battles is the chance to be introduced to characters and stories that I have never encountered before.

[The MunchKING]

My thought: The thing that I like most about tournament battles is the chance to be introduced to characters and stories that I have never encountered before.
The thing I like is when lot's of people vote, subtle hint.

[The Dog]

My thought: The thing that I like most about tournament battles is the chance to be introduced to characters and stories that I have never encountered before.

The thing I like most about tournament battles is how I always loose them.

No, wait, I DON'T like that. I hate it.

[The MunchKING]

The thing I like most about tournament battles is how I always loose them.

No, wait, I DON'T like that. I hate it.
The go and vote!!

You want JCall to beat you??

[Sean McClain]

My cat died today at 1:19 P.M. Central Standard Time. I wasn't even there, but I buried her. My father said that she went very quick and peacefully.

Molly was always a very curious cat, and she would always rub her neck against anything new in the house just to mark it as hers. She was also very responsive to her family's emotional state and she would comfort us as best as she could whenever one of us felt down.

In short, she was a very good cat, and she will be missed by those that loved her the most.

[yeoman]

My cat died today at 1:19 P.M. Central Standard Time. I wasn't even there, but I buried her. My father said that she went very quick and peacefully.

Molly was always a very curious cat, and she would always rub her neck against anything new in the house just to mark it as hers. She was also very responsive to her family's emotional state and she would comfort us as best as she could whenever one of us felt down.

In short, she was a very good cat, and she will be missed by those that loved her the most.

To your kitty. *Raises glass.*

[yeoman]

http://forums.comicbookresources.com/showthread.php?t=121897

Let the streets of Yeo-tainia run wild with posts.

Not spam, posts.

[hitokiri_]

cats are bad. i prefer dogs.

[JCAll]

The go and vote!!

You want JCall to beat you??
Which I shall regardless :p

[Gordon Smith]

My cat died today at 1:19 P.M. Central Standard Time. I wasn't even there, but I buried her. My father said that she went very quick and peacefully.

Molly was always a very curious cat, and she would always rub her neck against anything new in the house just to mark it as hers. She was also very responsive to her family's emotional state and she would comfort us as best as she could whenever one of us felt down.

In short, she was a very good cat, and she will be missed by those that loved her the most.

I'm sorry to hear about this, Sean. That's a tough break.

[Super Samurai]

My cat died today at 1:19 P.M. Central Standard Time. I wasn't even there, but I buried her. My father said that she went very quick and peacefully.

Molly was always a very curious cat, and she would always rub her neck against anything new in the house just to mark it as hers. She was also very responsive to her family's emotional state and she would comfort us as best as she could whenever one of us felt down.

In short, she was a very good cat, and she will be missed by those that loved her the most.

Sad to hear that, just remember all the good times.

[Dalak]

cats are bad. i prefer dogs.

http://img224.imageshack.us/img224/3664/pwn3d18kv.jpg (http://img224.imageshack.us/img224/3664/pwn3d18kv.jpg)

[Tommy]

I really think we need a "If the joke no longer works..." rule here.

[Sean McClain]

Sad to hear that, just remember all the good times.
She's at peace, and that's what matters most.

[The MunchKING]

http://forums.comicbookresources.com/showthread.php?t=121897

Let the streets of Yeo-tainia run wild with posts.

Not spam, posts.


SPAM-BOMB!!!!

*tosses it and runs*

[Trulyures]

this forum's gone mad... *puts mask on*

[Trulyures]

Feeling like a new Avatar...
I like your avatar:)

[Anthony Johanson]

this forum's gone mad... *puts mask on*

This forum was always mad.

[Trulyures]

Yea, that's true.....
g2g... Laterz!

[The Dog]

this forum's gone mad... *puts mask on*

You've just figured that out NOW?

Well, take off the mask, cause its too late now. You've been infected by the madness.

[Tommy]

*Stabs someone*

[The Dog]

*Stabs someone*

OW! What tha bloody 'Ell was that for Tommy? Have you gone off yar rocker? Are ya daffy? Stabbin' a bloke like that, twasn't nice.

[Tommy]

OW! What tha bloody 'Ell was that for Tommy? Have you gone off yar rocker? Are ya daffy? Stabbin' a bloke like that, twasn't nice.
Elsa Bloodstone?

[The Dog]

Elsa Bloodstone?

What tha 'Ell are ye goin' on abou' boy?

[Tommy]

What tha 'Ell are ye goin' on abou' boy?
The English Girl from Nextwave. Who is really REALLY REALLY English.

[The MunchKING]

*Stabs someone*
*lobs another SPAM-BOMB at him*

[The Dog]

The English Girl from Nextwave. Who is really REALLY REALLY English.

I see. Well, ya shouldn'ta stabbed me like tha', its really a rottin' thing ta do.

*Shoots self in head with a gun, the wound healing instantly*

Whoo, that's better. Damn tumor fucking with my vocalization... Oh, hi Tommy. How ya doing today?

[Tommy]

Oh, hi Tommy. How ya doing today?
I am fantastic, But I am working hard on my new fanfiction.

[Tommy]

and my Fanfic is finished, but I don't think anyone is going to get it.

[The MunchKING]

and my Fanfic is finished, but I don't think anyone is going to get it.

WHat's it a fanfiction OF?

[Tommy]

WHat's it a fanfiction OF?
It is a parody of All Star Batman and Robin the Boy Wonder, except with the X-men thrown in.

I do not know that many people who have read both.

[The MunchKING]

It is a parody of All Star Batman and Robin the Boy Wonder, except with the X-men thrown in.

I do not know that many people who have read both.
Ahhhhhhhh.. .Well I'm nopt one either unfortunatly

[Guts/Batman]

Jibberhyation!!!

[Guts/Batman]

It is a parody of All Star Batman and Robin the Boy Wonder, except with the X-men thrown in.

I do not know that many people who have read both.

I read All Star Batman and Robin...

That sounds fucking sweet. Sweet in a bad way.

[Guts/Batman]

I like your avatar:)

Thanks Tru...:D

[Guts/Batman]

Yes...I've got you under my skin...

[Anthony Johanson]

I read All Star Batman and Robin...

That sounds fucking sweet. Sweet in a bad way.

Sweet can be bad?

[Guts/Batman]

http://forums.comicbookresources.com/showthread.php?t=121897

Let the streets of Yeo-tainia run wild with posts.

Not spam, posts.

Okay...

I'll stop now...

[Guts/Batman]

Sweet can be bad?

Yes...

Kinda like laughing out loud at the end of a serious comic, you know?

[Anthony Johanson]

Yes...

Kinda like laughing out loud at the end of a serious comic, you know?

I usually refer to that kind of thing as "crap", rather than "sweet".

[Guts/Batman]

I usually refer to that kind of thing as "crap", rather than "sweet".

You're right, it is "crap" but as laid back as I am it I don't mind it enough to call it crap. The only thing I call crap is something I am really emotionally into...say, Batman or Superman...

[Stretch Dude]

I am become Death, destroyer of Sephiroth.

Snootch to the nootch.

[Anthony Johanson]

I am become Death, destroyer of Sephiroth.

Snootch to the nootch.

Level 100?

[Stretch Dude]

Level 100?

99, actually. That's as high as it goes.

[Anthony Johanson]

99, actually. That's as high as it goes.

Ah, I never got that to that high a level.

[The MunchKING]

99, actually. That's as high as it goes.
Does AP max out at 99?

[Stretch Dude]

Ah, I never got that to that high a level.

I ran through the Castle That Never Was a few times. Great way to level up, since most of the Nobodies there give out 1000 EXP a pop.

[Stretch Dude]

Does AP max out at 99?

I don't know if AP can max out. I've got 130.

[The MunchKING]

I don't know if AP can max out. I've got 130.
SWEET!! Ummm have you used it all?

Cause I have like 60 now, and According to the book I get 40 more if I level up to 99.

[Anthony Johanson]

I ran through the Castle That Never Was a few times. Great way to level up, since most of the Nobodies there give out 1000 EXP a pop.

Found an even easier way. First equip the Gullwing Keyblade and Experience Boost. You could go up Pride Rock, through Simba's Cave (You know the one I'm talking about), get up to the next "area". You will find many buzzing heartless in the area, let them knock down your health to red (it's best to unequip Simba's healing ability). You essentially get about 4x the experience you get normally. Best part is that they respawn everytime you leave the "area" and come back.

[Stretch Dude]

SWEET!! Ummm have you used it all?

Cause I have like 60 now, and According to the book I get 40 more if I level up to 99.

Pretty much, yeah. And I still have, like, six or seven abilities unequipped, totalling another...lemme think...16 AP or so. I'll double-check tomorrow.

[Stretch Dude]

Found an even easier way. First equip the Gullwing Keyblade and Experience Boost. You could go up Pride Rock, through Simba's Cave (You know the one I'm talking about), get up to the next "area". You will find many buzzing heartless in the area, let them knock down your health to red (it's best to unequip Simba's healing ability). You essentially get about 4x the experience you get normally. Best part is that they respawn everytime you leave the "area" and come back.

The Aerial Knockers? Can't stand those things. Besides, I have a "see enemy, kick its ass" instinct. No way I'm letting them drain my health. :D

[Mr.Sandman]

OMG! Best movie idea ever! :D

http://img139.imageshack.us/img139/681/0000c20d3fw.jpg

[Stretch Dude]

OMG! Best movie idea ever! :D

http://img139.imageshack.us/img139/681/0000c20d3fw.jpg

You must be new here. Welcome to the Internet. :rolleyes: :D

[Sean McClain]

OMG! Best movie idea ever! :D

http://img139.imageshack.us/img139/681/0000c20d3fw.jpg
That ad campaign is totally not effective at all.

If anything, I don't want to see it, now more than ever.

[Guts/Batman]

"We've got motherfuckin snakes!!"

That's fucking awesome.