joe27
03-19-2009, 02:17 AM
My life was getting a little out of control aroung Aug-September, so I understand why I latched onto Connor Hawke as a role model. He's calm, kind, straight-laced and has a really hot body. I had this boyfriend who was really into druggy hustlers, so I figured I would become the anti-hustler out of spite.
So I love Connor and consider him a friend.
But he's also kind of boring, and I'm sick of aspiring to be him. I've read all these books about Zen Buddhism and have spent who knows how many hours over the last few months meditating, and some of it makes sense, but it's just not for me.
Sick of being vegatarianism, sick of not drinking, sick of attempting celibacy.
After watching Batman Forever last week (I'd forgotten how much I like that movie), I decided the movie version of Dick Grayson is my new role model. He has as good a heart as Connor, but seems like he manages to have some fun at the same time.
Probably buying a similar jacket tomorrow. I want to learn how to ride a bike, but motorcycles freak me out. I'm terrified of heights too.
So I love Connor and consider him a friend.
But he's also kind of boring, and I'm sick of aspiring to be him. I've read all these books about Zen Buddhism and have spent who knows how many hours over the last few months meditating, and some of it makes sense, but it's just not for me.
Sick of being vegatarianism, sick of not drinking, sick of attempting celibacy.
After watching Batman Forever last week (I'd forgotten how much I like that movie), I decided the movie version of Dick Grayson is my new role model. He has as good a heart as Connor, but seems like he manages to have some fun at the same time.
Probably buying a similar jacket tomorrow. I want to learn how to ride a bike, but motorcycles freak me out. I'm terrified of heights too.