saintsaucey
05-30-2008, 08:13 PM
The title pretty much says it all. I went in tonight and was fired. I can't say I wasn't expecting it. I'm a pretty surly individual. And while I was really good at my job and a very worker. I'm quite unpleasant to work with and had many many enemies there. I know you are all very shocked.
I still have my second job which pays 8 bucks an hour at about 24 to 48 hours a week. I should be getting about 2000 from my 401k at the first job. probably less but hopefully more than 1500. I'm gonna use it to pay for my car for the rest of the year, I have a month paid at my new place and then I'm probably gonna move out. I'm selling my comic collection. My DVDs, my TV my five disk DVD player with surround sound my library with the exception of a few choice books. All of it is going bye bye unless I can get the temp service i work for to find me a better paying steadier job. If not I pay what bills I can and live out of the back of my blazer. My second job has a shower in the men’s room. I've been sleeping in my blazer on the nights I work to save gas.
I've been thinking of living like this for a while now. Now I have a reason to. I'll still be about to get online occasionally. There is a really good library in Whiteland which isn't far from where I work. I may also purchase a cheap laptop the day after thanksgiving and steal internet from hotels.
I'm really at peace with this decision. That place drove me nuts and had me wanting to slash my wrists daily. That's another thing. I swore if I lost this job I'd kill my self. Losing a job is heart wrenching. Disappointing family and my self. But I think I'm gonna be okay. I've got a niece coming at the end of august and I don't want to miss that.
This will make me a better person. I will change my life style. I'm gonna start writing again. I'm gonna be the person I need to be to get my life back on track.
I still have my second job which pays 8 bucks an hour at about 24 to 48 hours a week. I should be getting about 2000 from my 401k at the first job. probably less but hopefully more than 1500. I'm gonna use it to pay for my car for the rest of the year, I have a month paid at my new place and then I'm probably gonna move out. I'm selling my comic collection. My DVDs, my TV my five disk DVD player with surround sound my library with the exception of a few choice books. All of it is going bye bye unless I can get the temp service i work for to find me a better paying steadier job. If not I pay what bills I can and live out of the back of my blazer. My second job has a shower in the men’s room. I've been sleeping in my blazer on the nights I work to save gas.
I've been thinking of living like this for a while now. Now I have a reason to. I'll still be about to get online occasionally. There is a really good library in Whiteland which isn't far from where I work. I may also purchase a cheap laptop the day after thanksgiving and steal internet from hotels.
I'm really at peace with this decision. That place drove me nuts and had me wanting to slash my wrists daily. That's another thing. I swore if I lost this job I'd kill my self. Losing a job is heart wrenching. Disappointing family and my self. But I think I'm gonna be okay. I've got a niece coming at the end of august and I don't want to miss that.
This will make me a better person. I will change my life style. I'm gonna start writing again. I'm gonna be the person I need to be to get my life back on track.