I need a new life/the pity party thread/the things we think but do not say

[saintsaucey]

I need a new life. I need new friends. friends who don't stand me up at the last minute. friends who don't mock me to my face let alone my back.

how sad is it that the only people who think of while im out of their field of vision are a guy from work who is morally ambiguous,(sp) offensivly racest, a women who is in her 40's (not that there is anything wrong with that its just not what im into) and another women who i'm convinced is a compulsive lier and a few fries short of a happymeal if you know what im saying.

i need to find a life that doesn't consist of sitting at home watching tv shows on dvd. I need to make an effort to find a life. I need to go outside my comfort zone while at the same time staying true to me.

I needed to not be afraid to approach the girl at the super market who i busted reading maxim.

i need to not solve my depression by buying stuff. that way leads to brokenness.

i need to not be such an ass at work. other people can't help that im an arrogant kiss ass and have a strong work ethic.

i need to talk to someone about my problems and not just keep my feelings bottled up inside me. otherwise someone might just utter the phrase Chris killed him self. And while the pessimist in me thinks that no one will really care. the realist in me knows a few probably will.

If you are loney, and have thoughts like mine. tell someone. don't be like me. people can't read minds. they don't know how sad you are.

this has been a depressed rant from Chris saintsaucey Goodnight. brought to you by the long walk it was to and from the grocery store

[Cam63]

Whatever you decide, good luck. :)

[heystacy]

I write things out. It at least gets them out of my head. I have highs and lows, but I work them out. That and I have a few friends I can talk to.

Hope this helps you.

[Cam63]

Saucey, I guess you already know who and what is bringing you down.

I wish you well in going further down the road.

[Lester C.]

I need a new life. I need new friends. friends who don't stand me up at the last minute. friends who don't mock me to my face let alone my back.

how sad is it that the only people who think of while im out of their field of vision are a guy from work who is morally ambiguous,(sp) offensivly racest, a women who is in her 40's (not that there is anything wrong with that its just not what im into) and another women who i'm convinced is a compulsive lier and a few fries short of a happymeal if you know what im saying.

i need to find a life that doesn't consist of sitting at home watching tv shows on dvd. I need to make an effort to find a life. I need to go outside my comfort zone while at the same time staying true to me.

I needed to not be afraid to approach the girl at the super market who i busted reading maxim.

i need to not solve my depression by buying stuff. that way leads to brokenness.

i need to not be such an ass at work. other people can't help that im an arrogant kiss ass and have a strong work ethic.

i need to talk to someone about my problems and not just keep my feelings bottled up inside me. otherwise someone might just utter the phrase Chris killed him self. And while the pessimist in me thinks that no one will really care. the realist in me knows a few probably will.

If you are loney, and have thoughts like mine. tell someone. don't be like me. people can't read minds. they don't know how sad you are.

this has been a depressed rant from Chris saintsaucey Goodnight. brought to you by the long walk it was to and from the grocery store

Old self-help acronym.

KFC
Know what you want. Figure out how you are going to get it. Change your approach until you succeed.

You have step one down. Now complete steps two and three.

[Hybrid2]

I Gess i know how you fell.

Myself,i spent most of my free time playing a online game.only people i talk to are there.
and it's not like i'm realy friends with anyone there.
Real friends.
dont think i ever got any.
always leaving or stabing me in the back,ignoring me.was like that at school.
still hapen.
Though i had a friend,always talking.now nothing except a hi sometime.


no where to go out to or want to go out.not alone anyway.
So i'm stuck.

I only talk to peoples at work.
Still.most barely lissen to me.

And got 0 social skills.

Think i'll stop there.

[Night Swordsman]

Bunnies are soft and fuzzy.

Like kittys,but Kittycats purr and that makes them purrifical and cuddlyicious.


Sigh.

Those are my thoughts.


Now where is my hawaiian punch. I saw it here somewhere.

[Red Jack]

May I suggest recreational dancing.

Which is to be distinguished form cruising clubs looking for a hot one.

[Haunt]

I need a new life. I need new friends. friends who don't stand me up at the last minute. friends who don't mock me to my face let alone my back.

how sad is it that the only people who think of while im out of their field of vision are a guy from work who is morally ambiguous,(sp) offensivly racest, a women who is in her 40's (not that there is anything wrong with that its just not what im into) and another women who i'm convinced is a compulsive lier and a few fries short of a happymeal if you know what im saying.

i need to find a life that doesn't consist of sitting at home watching tv shows on dvd. I need to make an effort to find a life. I need to go outside my comfort zone while at the same time staying true to me.

I needed to not be afraid to approach the girl at the super market who i busted reading maxim.

i need to not solve my depression by buying stuff. that way leads to brokenness.

i need to not be such an ass at work. other people can't help that im an arrogant kiss ass and have a strong work ethic.

i need to talk to someone about my problems and not just keep my feelings bottled up inside me. otherwise someone might just utter the phrase Chris killed him self. And while the pessimist in me thinks that no one will really care. the realist in me knows a few probably will.

If you are loney, and have thoughts like mine. tell someone. don't be like me. people can't read minds. they don't know how sad you are.

this has been a depressed rant from Chris saintsaucey Goodnight. brought to you by the long walk it was to and from the grocery store

you need to start your own fight club.

[diana_fan]

I hope you don't take this the wrong way.

But Grant Morrison talked about writing his life, so that things would turn out a certain way.

I suggest writing little stories, even if they are two or three sentence stories, about how you want your life to be. Keep doing this every day. However long you want it to be, do it. And start believing in it.

Seriously, I can completely associate with your feelings. Really. But I keep trying to tell myself that ... that I am somehow above what I am feeling. Even if it isn't true, I keep going on.

I know lonliness. I really do. And I know fear. Believe in yourself, and write your life as something better than it is. Do it, and see how it turns out. Please.

I'm interested in the results. Thanks.